I am

 looking
deep inwards
i close my eyes
my ears are opened
 plugging them
i see a vast expanse
of black light
glistening
shimmering
not allowing
a ray of white light
to come in
through any slit in the door
 any chink in the window
 
the vast expanse
of dark luminescence
grows brighter
and brighter
till at last
my senses
can not take
any more
about to break
i hold on the latch
tight and firm

then there inside
the chaste pure womb
of nothingness
a black-blue spot
takes shape
it expands
it spreads
it takes an orange hue
till at last
i am no more
in my body
in my soul
i am when
i am not
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(ayaz rasool nazki)