Enlightenment

i closed my eyes
looked inwards
it was dark
un blemished darkness
no spot
no crevice
black
un interrupted

sea of darkness
void
deep
no contours
no edges
no angles
only
depth
deep
deep
only
extent
void and wide
****
i opened my eyes
light
rays upon rays
kissing the window panes
touching the carpet
and spreading around
enclosing my frame
my hallowed being
like a devta
on the calendar
emitting light
but not a ray
entering me
my darkness
virgin chaste pure
a fairy maiden
awaiting union
****
(ayaz rasool nazki)